Is blood really thicker than water?

Is blood thicker than water this means that your "blood relatives" are more important than any other situation might occur in your life.The reason this is my title is because everyone says family is important and i agree to a certain point.I think family can be the best thing people can have and family can also be your worst nightmare.Family is always great when your small but when you start growing up making your own decisions and your mom or sister or dad don't like it then the arguments start and never end.Its funny because you'd think when your progressing in life your family will give you all the support to motivate you but the actually do the opposite.They just bring you down make you feel like shit.At this point you start questioning yourself is blood really thicker then water?I would want to think yes but the truth is the people you most love are actually the ones that always end up hurting you.In the end i think everyone needs their space and its better off to be distant.
family spend too much time finding other relatives to blame too much energy finding excuses for not being what they are capable of being, and not enough energy putting themselves on the line, growing out of the past and getting on with their issues.That's the simple truth.
I am not like that I am different... you could even call me unique. Unique because I am one of the few people who have morals and who have a heart that hates to see people suffer... I am different because when someone is down I help them up.Why can they just be grateful for haveing me in their life. I am not like them because I find no pleasure in hurting other people.For once i can truly see how my and other peoples families are.I can say now i don't care what anyone thinks of me or if they don't accept the choices i decide in life or if my hair isn't right or my shoes don't match my outfit i don't care all i care is that I'm me.. and I'm proud of my self even if no ones in my family may tell me it.For once I'm happy being where i wanted and secure and no one can take that from me or put me down. Iam who I am and people and family can take it one way or another... but at least I'm living honestly.This is how i define family at least mine but in the end their blood and you cant run away from that just deal with them and hoping to get back aloot of love! Because thats all i want!!

What i cant live without! "MUSIC"

If theirs something in the world that i have to listen to and always have in my life is music.Music to me is like expressing how you feel.I cant speak for everyone but for me i can relate to music life experiences emotional feelings and most of all encouragement and memories.Music makes you think makes you feel when your sad u listen to r&b when your hyper or just want to party reggaeton or techno or anything that makes you wanna get up and dance.I think the love for music is something everyone can relate too because who doesn't listen to music no matter Wat kind it is.I love all talented artist who come up with  these great songs because music its means the world to me.When i hear a song i like its like I'm a little girl again so happy that my parents got me a new toy i replay the song over and over till another one comes up and i replay that one.It makes me wanna dance all day or sing all day just enjoy life more.Songs tend to play an important part in our lives. Music is the universal language of love and explains our inner most feelings through its rhythm. songs are not only known for their melodies, rhythms and beats, but most of all they are known for their lyrics. These beautiful words explain those inner most thoughts when we are at a loss of words.Although i don't like those rappers who rap about how gangster they are how many girls they sleep with i think its immature and rappers sing about it so much kids get inspired to b like them i say its not right and rappers should be more like a better influence than a bad one!Music is the best thing that god created and for that I'm thankful its a the beat the lyrics and everyday theirs new songs coming out and another that i enjoy and love.That's why music is one thing i cant live without because believe it or not i helps you get threw tough times.what can i say I love music!

The two little mans in my life that makes me smile everyday!

Ive carried two child's withing my body. Ive comforted them on my chest and kissed their boo boos when they got hurt.I have been pooped,peed,puked on.I have woked up in the middle of the night with feverish kids.But i wouldn't have it any other way because my kids are my greatest blessing and when i look at my self in the mirror I'm so proud to be Danny Cabral and Cristian Cabral mother.I just want my kids to know that just by looking into their eyes i see all the reasons why my lives worth a thousand skies.Loving my kids is the simplest thing i know how to do and i want then to know that they'll never be alone cause ill be their if they fall and sooth them if their hurt they are my greatest love of all!I think that the only way that you can call yourself a mother is if you give at least a few minutes of your time each day.I love my two kids so much because they are so  adorable, fun, hyper, caring,lovable their the best gift i could have received and i wouldn't want it any other way! When my kids aren't by my side i feel so sad if i could id be by them every single minute making them laugh and hugging them.I hurt if their hurt and i feel happy if they are cause i know I'm doing my job right.Being with my kids makes me learn things and i also teach them things how to be a better person and never give up and no matter how many time i put them in time outs i still love them.I seen the movie precious the other day i honestly cant believe how a mother can just hurt her child do much in every way possible verbally,and physically.Why  some mothers can be so selfish i just can say if a mother don't love her child that she has had for 9 moths in her belly then she cant love anyone at all not even her self.I hope my kids know that that can count on me for anything and hope that in the night when they are cold i can be their warmth.I hope that when they cry i can be their and  make their troubles go away.I'm the type of parent that gives their kids anything even when i don't have  but its the smile on their face that counts.I hope one day that my two kids can say I'm proud to have the mother i have cause I'm so happy to have my two Lil mans in my life! I wouldn't give that up for anything in the world my kids come first always!!

My love story

It was summer 2004  when i seen him coming up those stairs at the train station in new jersey! I was visiting my dad hadn't seen him in 4 years or had gone to new jersey for 4 years.My sis introduced us she called him to come meet me so he came funny thing is that we seen each other pics we both said wed never like each other.So when i seen him after he got up the stairs its like right then at that moment cupid hit me and him with an arrow cause it was love at first sight! When we looked at each other its like the world stops and the only one moving was us.But all i know is that our love was so strong that no one could have separated us or get in between and we fought for it till finally we ended up together.In my case my parents tried to separate us but couldn't.After that the rest is history we been together ever since!when he was gone to work id sleep with his shirt so i can still smell n kinda fell as if he was next to me god how crazy does love make you hu!Hes like this perfect guy just made for me he makes me smile he makes me laugh he makes me happy when I'm sad!He just brings out the best of me!Its like he was born for me and i was made for him. Its like from the beginning i have been blessed to have him in my life and i know now as long as i live i will always love you i promise you this.Their is nothing i wouldn't give for him. Hes the reason i believe in love cause at one point i almost gave up.I love him so mush i feel like my life wouldn't be complete if he wasn't by my side. I took a chance with my heart and will never regret it!I'm so glad to have him and i know it ain't easy loving me i appreciate the love and dedication from you to me!I will love you from the dephs of my soul its beyond my control.I thank you for all the joy you brought to my life for all the love i found in you.I love you because you lift me up and never let me fall.I could just stay awake just to hear him  breathing watch him smile while he is sleeping and wondering if its me he is seeing. I swear i could stay lost in this moment forever every moment i spend with him i treasure.I love laying close to him feeling his heart beating cause i know its beating that way for me,and i kiss him and thank god we are together!Being with him makes me realize i don't need anyone else!For those who haven't fell in love one day someone will walk in to your life then you realize love was always worth waiting for.Boo i wrote your name in my heart and forever it ll stay!Loving you its easy cause your beautiful.I changed in so many ways for one reason you!Dedicated to him!

My favorite star

Cameron diaz wow what can i say shes an amazing actress i love most of her movies because she is funny ,clumsy,pretty,and at the same time has a bad side but most of her movies she has a smile and that is what i like best!I like her cause she kinda reminds me of my self.Like most actress she came from the bottom and made it to the top on her own and that's the biggest accomplishments you can be proud of  to have success and thank yourself for it and throw it in the the people faces that doubted you.Cameron loves to write like i do has a few journals so says her biography lol i think writing is so good especially when you have so much bottled in. I write before i go to sleep and i feel so much better after ,their so many things you can learn of an star but by reading their biography makes it even better especially if their your favorite star makes me more interested in them.I think whats really fun is reading your journal a month later or a year later and realizing how much you have changed.I think that's the best thing of growing up.Cameron diaz movies just always catches my eyes and mostly is cause shes in it i laugh so hard my stomach starts to hurt!Shes gorgeous and i think that even if the years past and she gets older she looks better and better she looks more confident and strong.I guess when you get older everything is easier you have alot more experience and enough restraint to think that impulse to behave a certain way because you know already where its going to end, you have the stragedy to get to a happier place.hope she keeps up the good work!

My #1 movies

When i think of great movies only two pop up in my head and its The notebook and Dirty dancing!They are the best movies i know.They both have mostly the same message two girls fell in love their parents are rich and want the best for their daughters and its a rich guy so she can have it all and in the end their girl ends up with a guy they would least expect and the live this crazy romantic adventure!I like to see movies or shows that i can relate to or see things i experienced.It kinda makes me see how in life you make mistakes and see that not only in movies their can be a happy ending.I like Dirty dancing because it has love and most of all because of the danceing the young girl didn't even know she had it in her a few lessons and she was a great dancer.So whatever it is you may want to do go ahead give it a shot cause may never know how great you  really can be.I my self love to dance might be a perfect dancer but i love it.Dancing is like expressing emotions that you feel towards that favorite song your listening to or just thinking of what memories you had when it came out!I like The note book because it shows that if you truely love someone then no matter who will try and get in the way you'll fight that love till the end.You wouldn't want o later on regret not fighting for love when it was in front of your face and you let it pass you by like it didn't matter to you!The way in the movie the cute couple had fun going out kissing every two seconds leaving to their house and every time they walked the only thing on their mind was each other.I think that's the way love should be expressed just plain love no arguing no screaming no disagreements but now in days its hard to see couples last all you see is breakups!But what matters in a couple is that when you argue you can turn it all around make the situation better, and make the relationships work because all couples have arguments its working it out that matters, instead of giving up knowing that you or he was wrong and apologizing and moving on and maybe later on laughing about it!In the movie the Notebook shows how beautiful love can really be if you know how to love or find that right person and that's why could watch it over and over again and i always cry!! I can relate to it because I'm so deeply in love.These two movies are the best and it just makes me see when you find that right person he or she is all you need to complete you!

Not afraid to be just 'ME"

Hey the name is dixiana a.k.a dixie. I'm not a perfect person cause trust me theirs many things i wish i didn't do but i continue learning from my mistakes every single day!I'm a easy person to get along with has long has you don't get on my bad side!I'm the kind of girl that when i put my feet on the floor each morning the devil says oh shit the bitch is up!I think life is to short to live life in regrets and i love the people who love me!I cherish the memories ignore any pain and smile!I see everyday people trying to be like other people the choices they make are other peoples opinions all i can say is be yourself! I like to be just my self say what i feel do what i want not caring what others think or say because clearly they are not me!When i was small i use to dream of being a millionaire but now i lived life and all i want is to be happy! Money isn't happiness their so many famous people that are rich but are miserable because they have no one to share it with.I enjoy dancing,singing,watching favorite shows ,movies,shopping,love kids, love texting talking on the phone.I have so many dreams n hope i can at least make one come true. I tell people don't give up life's more than just a mission they laugh but they don't listen!Life is full of hard decisions everyone makes mistakes and at some point you fall down and its getting up that counts because every time a door closes another one opens!One of my goals is to inspire people to be all they can be in life. I'm not that complicated i think anyone can see through me!I'm just me!!