When I'm alone in my living room i stare at the wall and in the back of me mind I hear my conscience call telling me Can this be true?Can this be real? How can i show him how i feel?Wow never thought that love can feel like this and how he changes my world with just one kiss.I even think god must of spent a little more time on him because hes amazing.I don't want to go another day without telling him exactly how i feel.I see couples breaking up throwing their love away but i know i got a good thing right now him this is why i say nobody going to love me better im sticking with him forever.He's got something that i just cant get enough of he keeps me wanting more and more.I tell him for his loving ima die hard like Bruce Willis lol!Its not that i can live without him it's just that i don't even want to try. He has the power to make me weak inside and without him i would be incomplete.I just want to say the right words and be his dream girl so i can always find my way in to his heart.When i first met him my life turned a page chapter one was how true love was made he taught me romance we both were and still are writing a book of our love.My heart was searching for a home and guess wat it finally found one.Love showed up at my life that summer day and when i first saw him i already new their was something different about him something i thought that id never find.I keep thinking how he changed my world and helped me grow and when i almost lost all hope when i use to think that i could not go on and life was nothing but an awful song but he showed me true love actually existed .I can remember each memory with him has if it were new.When I close my eyes i feel like I'm lost in this fairytale because he's like a beautiful nightmare. I mention him when I say my prayers i wrap him around my thoughts.Hes like my temporary high. When i think about it i was the one that said i loved you first it was a few years ago we were laying in his moms living room cause we couldn't be alone lol even his mom new i was sumting else she new how i felt.Back then we were young and in school how i miss those days but its OK because we are making better memories now.If i had a bottle with a genie in it id wish our love to never end for it just to always begin this feeling i feel are so deep sometimes i feel like their made believe.But if i ever loose you i swear i wouldn't know Wat to do ill probably check myself in a clinic cause without him I'm sick.I only think about the date,the time.the seconds we met. Its crazy how everything reminds me of him poems,songs,places.He asks me all the time if through the years i see him the same way cause we both physically change ,I tell him don't you know you'll always be the cutest guy ever so let me reassure you baby my feeling are unconditional. I will love him even when his hair turns grey ill still love him if he gains a little weight.I'm not impressed more or less by them boys on TV or magazines honestly i believe everyhting about him makes me feel like i have the greatest gift in the world. I couldn't see my self with any other person.I want him to know that he don't have to worry about anything cause his all i want and need.The way i feel will always remain the same just as long as his love don't change!
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