Dear God,

I hate to bother you God,but I just want you to hear me out!Everyday i go out see that the worlds is getting crazier.I prey but i wont deny at times i just want to give up on everything till you light up my way and show me the road you made for me to live.God your like a mirror to me. The mirror never changes, but everybody who looks at it sees something different.I get sad because i feel like people take your words and they try to twist them around and the worst part is some of those people are the religious ones who say they speak for you or in your name.I even hear some people saying "Whats the use in believing in god anyways" and it breaks my heart although I'm sorry i may have said that once when i was lost and couldn't or didn't want to see the light.If people can only see problems are every where some have it worst then others but the only person that can help anyone is you our God and you know what we all go threw you see when we are happy and sad but yet us has humans never ask for your help wich you can just make our pain heal has fast has a blink of an eye.It feel like people are searching for a easy solution towards their life  but they cant see beyond their selfish ways.I ask of you lord to make me stronger not because I'm weak just because i know I'm human and i need a little push at times to not fall and keep my head up. I can say we do get confused on the message you send out to us sometimes.I do believe you will one day speak to me or send me a signal when i most need it.I know you may be disappointed in things i may have done and i know that i run away from the truth at times. I'm just looking for some answers but cant seem to find them. All i ask from you is to help me out.I hope you hear me out every time i prey.