My good friend...

I was sitting here thinking of the perfect words to say but i have so much to say i dont know where to start so im going to try this a different way im typing this for you, to show you how much i need you and what you mean to me , but there's no way to thank you for everything you've done and shown me..Our bond is extremely special, Its a unique in its own way we have something irreplaceable.I love you more each day because we have been through so much together in so little time we shared. I will never forget all the moments that you've shown me how much you cared.I love you fun-filled personality somehow you never fail to impress. I have never met someone like you. You see the world different special even if things are bad in your life you see the positive in things and people even if there the worst to you.You enjoy life to the fullest even if your life falling apart and even then you stand strong hold tears like theirs nothing wrong.You make time for every friend you have and plan fun things with each all i can say your amazing.The world could use more people like you it would certainly be a better place.You are someone i could never replace life is a journey without you my life would be tough.Everything you mean to me my words will never end but the way u changed my life i could never thank you enough.You make me happy,You fill my world with hope,You've changed my life in ways you'll never know.
You make my world better just being in it.Before i met you i can say i was down thought i had no real friends they all came in and out of my life i cared less of dressing up to me it was like whatever fits its fine planning things never though about was in the same routine i can say i was bored of life lived to make my family happy but myself i was in this dark hole i just never realized it till you came in my life.I changed in good way i think I think I'm finding inner happiness not judging my self but loving my self loving life and making people who i love smile and enjoy it with me dress to impress the husband i love and feel beautiful for myself enjoy out doors change routine plan something new and learn not to let people walk all over me and if i didn't have a friend like you i wouldn't learn these things.Your like a star i don't always see you but i know you'll always b there.My dearest friend, you brought tears to my eyes…because you touched my life and didn't let go you didn't give up on me you made me feel like a new person ready to take on the world! i am so thankful that today i found a true friend like you.It is such a wonder how when it comes to us, we treat each other differently, I have never managed to treat other friends the way I treat you!  we should not be harsh on people nor judgmental, but I am ashamed to say I have not achieved this with some other people, and I'm  proud to say I can never judge you, . isn’t it a wonder? knowing there is someone in this world I feel this way about lets me realize I have been given a gift millions  and who some have never dreamed of obtaining… it can be called Trust in a friend.You have a special way of making me feel more valuable than i believe iam.
As if you truly understand when something is on my mind or weights heavy on my heart you can see the truth and pain in me when I'm fooling everyone else. You have walked in when the world walked out my life.when i need to talk you sort through my emotions clarify my thoughts you listen to me and give me ed vise i nor longer feel destroyed.I'm very lucky to have you in my life for that every day i thank god.Ill always look up to you because you are strong and caring and beautiful. I hope you know that I will always be there to listen to you, laugh with you, cry with you and help you in all the ways I possibly can i will always encourage you when u hesitate. Through tears and smiles, laughter and heartache, you've been a part of my life. I can't imagine getting through a single day without texting you lol.  Your thoughtfulness is greatly appreciated and you always put others first. I hope you know you have impacted so many peoples lives and I would not be the person I am today without you. In times of trouble and in times of thanks you stood by my side and held me up. You supported me when I was in tears and even when I was happy. I’ve never needed anyone so much in my whole entire life as much as I need you . You mean so much to me and you are a very caring and thoughtful person.Our story will continue to grow with each passing day because i trust you ll be by my side and everything will be OK.You will always be dear to me and u know i will love you till the end Tatty!

How can you live happy?...

Their are many ways you  live a better and Happy life.Its a process is about learning to love and  value yourself enough to stop destroying yourself.Its about forgiving yourself and others.Its about letting go of shame and accepting your true self.Letting go of perfection and learn to use anger as a fuel to create something good rather then holding it inside until you self destruct or strike out at another.Its knowing we all have a choice we can choose to be hopeful rather than hopeless or choose to act from faith not fear and you can choose to enjoy life rather than live it in fear n be miserable!Only you know WATS best for you! You cannot listen to what others want you to do you must listen to yourself.Family,friends, do not know what you must do and you know and only you can do what is right for you.So start now you ll overcome many obstacles go against the judgement of many people and let them not get to you.But you can have whatever you want if you try hard enough.So try now and you will live a life designed by you and for you and you will love your life.people be thankful for the life you have because others are fighting to survive.Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire.If you did what would their be to look forward to?Be thankful when you don't know something for it gives you the opportunity to learn.Be glad for the difficult times because they help you grow.Be thankful for each new challenge because it builds your strength and character.Be thankful for your mistakes it teaches you valuable lessons.Be thank full for limitations because it makes us improve your life.Be thankful when your tired because it means you've made an effort.A life of rich fulfillment's comes to those who try to make the best of their life and want to be happy and change a negative to a positive. Always find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they may become your blessings.Hope this can open peoples hearts and eyes towards their choice to live!



 

 

Life lessons...

I sit and think why is it that the persons you love most are always the first ones to hurt you?Its sad but true!But every thing happening in any ones life theirs always a lesson to be learned.Today i start a new life because i haven't seen life any clearer then today knowing Wat i want and Wat god has planned for me.I say''MAKE EVERY MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE A MOMENT TO REMEMBER"
Do whatever makes you feel comfortable and waist no time complaining or thinking things should b different.Love life and get all you can get out of it refuse to worry live now not in the past or the feature.Learn to laugh and make others laugh accept yourself without complaints.appreciate the world love to go out doors.Do not be afraid to fail in fact welcome it.Accept other has they are and work on changing things you dislike view people has humans place no one above  yourself . Don't chase after happiness be happy."LIVE ONE DAY AT A TIME''we cannot change the past we just need to keep good memories and learn from mistakes we've made we cant predict our feature we can just pray for the best.But we can enjoy the present and seek to become a more loving person.Also don't expect more from yourself than you do for others change your anger and frustration with hope and determination."LITTLE THINGS"Too often we don't realize what we have until its gone! Too often we wait too late to say I'm sorry i was wrong.Sometimes it seems we hurt or get hurt by the ones we hold dearest to our hearts and we allow foolish things to tear our life's apart.Far too many times we let unimportant things into our minds and then its usually too late to see that made us blind.So be sure that you let people know everyday how much they mean to you appreciate everything you've got be thankful for the little things in life."SOMETIMES IS BEST TO LET THINGS GO AND START AGAIN"Things happen in our lives that we find it hard to accept.Thoughts come back and trouble us and time again.Things happen in our lives that we do find difficult to accept we must then decide if we can change things.If their is we must do it make things right again.But when we do all we can and when we know their isn't more we can do about it we must let it go! Whatever troubles us. After going over what ifs and whys we may learn a lesson even if its painful we go through the experience learning to let things go.we cant live life worrying about Wat might have been might actually be worth even more that whatever u let go of."IT'S OK"Its ok to be afraid of things you don't understand to feel anxious when things aren't going our way.Its normal to feel alone even if your in a room of people.Its ok to feel unfulfilled because you know something is missing even if you re not sure Wat it may be.Its ok to think, worry,cry because eventually your going to adjust to the changes life brings your way.Its ok to get to the point where the life you live is full and satisfying and good to you and it ll be that way cause you made it that way!"WITHIN YOU IS THE STRENGTH TO MEET LIFE'S CHALLENGES" You are stronger then you think remember that.Every challenge in your life helps you grow.Every problem you have strengthens your mind and soul.Every trouble you overcome increases your understanding of life.When all your troubles weight heavily on you remember to stand tall because you are never given more than you can handle.I wanted to give inspiration to all who go through tough times and feel so lost or that no one understands them we all go through it but only some see the light i hope this can help!