What screws us up most in life is the picture in our head of how it's supposed to be.

We all have a picture in our heads of how we think our lives should go.  We plan it out perfectly in our minds, laying out what seems to us to be the ideal plan for our lives.  We set goals toward it, we take action based on it, and we kneel down at night and ask in prayer for life to go the way we want it to. Their is this song called "Let her go" by Passenger it has lyrics that  teaches an amazing life lesson. Sometimes the little opportunities that fly at us each day can have the biggest impact in our lives! Has Hans we let the important things pass us by but when we see that their gone we start to miss them even if they are little things a the end of the day we figure that those were the big things in our lives! Lyrics say Only know you've been high when you're feeling low!Only hate the road when you’re missin' home!

Only know you love her when you let her go! Sometimes we have to thank god for not granting us some of the things we pray for! We come to recognize after that life turns out far more better than it would have if God would have granted us what we think is best for us! At out hardest times our struggles we need to learn the gods plan for each of us is so much better. Gods wisdom is never giving what we want! I love the lesson the song teaches because it reminds us that We need to let the little things that would ordinarily bore us suddenly thrill us!Also when we pray for something we want at the time, and we don’t get it, we need to recognize that God is granting that prayer because He has something far better in store for us.It just takes patience and faith.  So often when we kneel to ask for something we don’t have all the facts, and we certainly don’t know the bigger picture of what could be in our lives so we are lucky to have someone wise enough to know when to say “no” or “not now” or whatever it is that we need to hear in those moments, even if it infuriates us at the time because we aren’t getting what we wanted based on our own understanding of the options that exist.  We need to realize that there must be other options out there that we aren’t aware of yet, and it’s our job to hang on patiently and wait with confidence and enjoy each of our lives every moment  because each day as a beautiful  lesson for us.We need to remind ourselves to be grateful that someone is watching out for us and making sure we will have the very best things instead of the thing we think we want. I can count so many examples in my own life when I thought I knew exactly what I wanted to have happen in my life. I would get on my knees pray my heart out for something only to get disappointed when it didn't happen inevitably every time I went through this time passed and facts came to light it became incredibly clear to me 

why things needed to end up another way that was better than what I even knew existed... 

I  have hundreds or even thousands of times I have learned lesson in my life.  Now whenever I find myself disappointed that something didn’t go the way I wanted it to, or the way I thought it should, I have to step back and tell myself that there is nothing to be sad about because whatever is coming is going to be better than anything I have yet imagined.  And it always is…better than anything I have yet imagined, and I am forever grateful for that.

In your worst days don't let the picture in your head be limited to your current understanding of things. Trust in the fact that if you are doing your very best then things will go the way they are meant to go, even if it doesn’t look the way you thought it should.  Remember that your view is limited, but God knows everything, so do your part the very best you can – then Trust Him to do His!

stuck...

Why does life gets hard at some points? It comes to a point where you think will it ever change will it get easier?It comes to a point where you sit down and think wtf happened to me? Start to say where's my faith? Where's God when I need him the most! Is he helping someone else way more important than me? Last time I checked he was the one who gave me this beautiful life! You start to think then you start to cry because you are so lost in so many emotions.. You start to believe in what other ppl told you! You start to loose faith and who you were! And you try to find yourself again so things could get better again but it takes forever because your so scared out of the experience you been though you don't want to hurt anymore or be a disappointment to your self or others! You don't want to feel broken or like your nothing! You want to be saved but you know that you need save yourself first! But your blank headed dk what to do! So you sit their crying because your so lost! Makes you think of the past and all the ppl close to you hurt you then you think how much they ment to you but in a way the never cared for you! Then at that point you want to fall n break even more! Life been a struggle for me since I was young so you just get use to the hard times act like everything's ok n remind yourself your use to it n walk around with a fake smile I'm tired pretending that everything is alright im tired of feeling lost of giving up so you try one more time this story called life but when you least expect it you fall apart and you end up saying "why did I even try!"